News from the doctors appointment in Columbia: Dr. Hunter seems to believe I need a hysterectomy and soon. I was giving pretty much two options, one have a hysterectomy now and not worry about the things to come. Two, take a hormone pill for 6 months, have another DC and biopsy surgery to see what the cells are doing. There are major risks with either choice, the hysterectomy we know the risks and the outcome of not having kids...but I won't have to worry about cancer. The risks of the medicine is that it curves my appetite and will probably make me gain weight, also I have a 30-50% chance of the pre cancer cells forming into cancer. Those are high numbers but what I keep thinking is "So I get cancer, but when? Do I have a few months..few years...a decade?" There is no time limit as to when or if the cancer will form. Is it worth it to risk it and see? Seems like I am just choosing the lesser of two evils right now, I told the doctor I wanted the meds. 6 months is 6 months, no sense in making such a drastic choice right now, right?
Hey boys and girls! Been a few weeks since I posted. What's been happening since then you may ask well...I have been to see Dr. Bennett, who I LOVE by the way. He is the best OB GYN I have ever been too. I have been in for surgery and have gotten the following results. I had a lot of palups on my uterus and in my cervix apparently. I had a lot of pre cancer cells as well. I am being referred to a doctor in Columiba more or less for a consultation to make sure that he agrees with what Dr. Bennett is saying and treating.
So this week alone I have gotten 3 wedding invites as well as helping another good friend of mine with her wedding plans. It truly feels like everyone else in the world has someone and I'm stuck here in singleton. I'm not really saying I need someone to make me happy, I think it's more that I am feeling a little left behind and more like a third wheel with anyone I hang out with. I've always been little miss social...so I'm not really sure what to do now. I do have a date coming up, but unfortunately neither of us could get together until the end of May. I guess that is something to look forward to.
I'm ready for it to be Friday, I'm ready for a vacation! Memphis should be fun, Andrea and I have a lot of stuff planned out. I doubt we will get to see everything that we want, but with any luck at all we will! Andrea and I are both history buffs, so we are visiting a few museums and music stuff. Even though it's just a 3 day trip...I plan on it being an adventure. Why you may ask, because I will make it one! That's about all I have to talk about right now, more to come!
I'm a fat girl just trying to drop some poundage. It was easy gainging the weight....it's not so easy to lose it. I'm creating this blog in hopes to get some support.