Still Venting...I must have a lot of anger!

So...the drama with my old roommate has subsided for the moment, but now it is my parents that are driving me nuts. I guess it is asking too much to just want my own space in this house. My room isn't even my room...my mom makes me feel guitly for having anything out of place or out of my room. I haven't quite finished unpacking or taking everything up to the room yet, but I've been looking for a job which according to my parents I'm not even doing right or spending enough time on. The parental unit believes that I should spend the equivalent of a full time job filling out applications, but if I sit at home and fill out applications on the computer, I've completely wasted my day. But most of the jobs in the job market you have to fill out applications online anyway. I will probably be going to Columbia tomorrow just to get away...don't really care what the parental units say about that one...it's either I go...or I go for good meaning I will move out the second I get everything packed up. I know that wouldn't really fix anything either, it just means I'm running away from my problems, but huh...where did I learn that from?!?!?!